its 10PM and i'm cursing your name, so in love that i acted insane
Friday, 16 October 2009
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
24 days to the big A Today finally marks the LAST day of school, the exact moment i've been waiting for since my reluctant arrival My JC life wasn't as ideal as how i pictured it to be, it was no doubt a rough roller coaster ride i had to take. It wasn't easy for me to relate to majority of the students who were of a different frequency. I felt grateful though to have made a couple of good friends who has made the bumpy ride much smoother. Right now i'm just glad that this phase ( the worst phase) of my life has finally come to an end. And i certainly cannot wait to find out what fate has installed for me in the next chapter.
Thursday, 24 September 2009
prelims are gonna be over in just 6 hours! Right now i'm lazing my ass at home waiting to leave for my afternoon paper. well even after today's paper liberation will only be temporary so i've gotta make full use of that short period of time to engage in all the social activities i can ie. movie( i'm dying to catch the time traveler's wife), shopping, swimming etc... gonna sign up for driving today after my paper with gabby then dinner and shopping tomorrow! super cannot wait.
ttfn
Saturday, 22 August 2009
One of the things i despise the most is being ALONE Well, not everyone wants to be alone Ok my kind of being alone is when you're at home alone on a saturday, bored and have absolutely nothing to do, nothing to look forward to within the day itself. You want to go out but no one seems free, everyone's busy with their own things and you're stuck at home with absolutely nothing to do. Times like this somehow make you feel so infuriated inside. It's like you're stuck in this torture chamber and there's no way out no matter how hard you try to break free Maybe the analogy is a wee bit exaggerated, but it strangely describes my exact current emotion. I guess everyone needs their fair share of companions , but there are times these companions aren't available and you've just gotta figure out what you're gonna do on your own. Please pardon my depressing moans of loneliness, it does come every once in a while
Sunday, 16 August 2009
i'm glad one of the most hectic week of my jc life has come to an end. well, i can't really consider it as the end since there's an obvious indirect relationship between the number of days to A's and the amount of work i'll have to deal with. oh well, just three more months and i'll be done with it i've always thought of the irrevocable benefits i'll get after the a levels which is what fuels me through every single day the time will come soon when i break the cunning barrier that currently between me and my idealistic social life.
on a random note, the blogosphere is evil i don't really believe in ranting too deeply here when others are obviously out there to criticize your every single thought or comment made in the end no one benefits, in fact its emotionally stabbing
i'm just glad that the storm was long over for me and i'll never want to be in it again
reciprocating maturity is the key ;)
anyway i'm all geared up for the wicked sick and depressing roller coaster ride to the big A wish me luck, i guess i'll be gone for a while, right now its time for bed and a horrid day in school ahead speaking of monday blues...
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